It's wierd i just feel i don't have as much friends as before. I do adore wu nan my classmate and eunice wierdly the nerd. but other than that i'm picking back the pieces of my life.

I WANT TOO THAT IS!

But it's confusing i don't know how exactly.

I hope to get help from almightyto put my heart to rest,to put strength within my soul when life pulls hard on my gutts and make me feel lower than the road.

Is it odd to fear urself. I fear ME!

i'm turning into one hell of a bitchy monster. But thank god for i am blessed with such a sweet patient loving boyfriend who has patience of a saint with me.

I just have to start typing coz i long ago toss my diary aside to much joke in it written by the mind of a child. I just want to write wad i feel.

I want to rant on and on and on and having the liberty to write what i feel inside because it is the best way for me. I don't talk no more. i miss ME.the ME who was destroyed by MAN

Man who created such hate within my heart.Man so pathetic, i can't put words to what they are.A scum so low, not a mili sec is worth speaking of him

DISGUSTING!

I just wanna find peace.I want to find the happy-go lucky me.The me so easy to crack up jokes to make people laugh. The un-judgemental me

I miss my life as it was before, the innocent me.

How can i ever start where i left off.

for one i miss aruna

two i miss bec

four i miss my foundation year

i miss my curls